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"Me"

Who am I? a looser or a fighter ?? A confused person!!!!! As times passed by days are becoming very complicated to move on with life. All roads dreamt of surviving seemed to be blocked. Disgusted with the daily routine of life. I am becoming weaker and weaker as days are passing by. Death swears on me not to reach, happiness has shown me his tail and sympathy has become my best friend. loneliness has covered me like a raincoat and i am drenched with depression. I think this is my portion of "Wifeelife".... Distressed one.Asking myself again and again reason why my  Partner chose his own way of life staying away from me on a foreign  land since years. Keeping me unwanted in his life, though choosing me his partner with lots of promises seemed to be not right for him.

Depression and sorrows are embracing me with lots of charming qualities to attract me making me feel they are my best freinds.Children have their own priorities which are beyond my reach. Priorities are for everyone besides me for scared to choose. Scary it is to see the rising and setting of the sun....don't know what to do when it arrives.Finance has become a question mark career sacrifice ritual seemed unhealthy.Age has given me challenge wherever i knock the door. Never thought my life would ever take a shitty turn nearing towards 50 unable to find myself happy land life giving me a challenge to survive. Mumbai Girl ... who had always been a "jugad " for everything. Had a million dollar smile in all ways. Used to be google map for everyone's life. 
I guess....Single life would have been an idle one.....dependency hurts......Marriage is not a good idea for all.....

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